I lost sight for sometime of who I was and what I stood for and I am thankful I am back on track. The old saying you do not know what you got until it is gone is so very true. I know God had a hand in guiding me back to where I was meant to be. I am thankful to have been given a second chance. I know how much I hurt many of those I love with one mistake and for that I apologize. I look back now and wonder what was I thinking or if I was even thinking at all. I thank God for an understanding husband and family. I know it took a lot of courage and strength to forgive a wrong that large. I believe the old saying there is someone for everyone and I am certain I am with the one God made for me.
I have many talents I have been blessed with. Unfortunate for me learning lessons the easy way was is not one of those talents. The great thing is once I learn a lesson I remember it for life and work hard to avoid making the same mistakes twice. I thank God for each talent I have been given: my writing ability, my ability to learn, my ability to read, my creativity, and all the others I possess. I hope one day to be able to use my talents doing something I will love and enjoy. I do not care if I barely get by as long as I can have a career I enjoy being a part of every day. I am just not programmed to be content at the bottom of the ladder but even when I have the ability to advance at the jobs I have had in the past I still have the burning desire to do something better with my life. I have a foot in the door to make it happen and I pray God helps me achieve the goal. It is looking dim right now but I am holding on to the last straw with all the might I have. I really want to see this dream through to full fruition.
When I question my ability to travel life's path along
I bow my head to pray you will make me strong
When life seems impossible you pull me through
Thank you Lord Jesus I owe my life to you.